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Friday, June 12, 2009, 2:16 PM
This dispute feeling followed by this despondant feeling aint surreal . It hurts so bad . Its 0517 and few hours ago Khai wanted his answer but i disappointed him . My heart aches and it hurts . That spongebob will always be kept near my heart and you too . Im sorry for the unforgettable answer i gave you although youve been so patient with me and endure . Im sorry . Its life . You must move on . Im sorry . I love you so much , deep deep down . Stop coming in my dreams . Besides that todays fight between me and my friend hurt me so much . So much , that i acted as if nothing did happen . Faking every smile in me . Thats the best i can provide to you cause i dont want to see you sad cause ive repeatedly hurt you .
Sometimes , i feel that its the end for me cause i just dont know how to deal with this . Am i asking too much ? It just isnt fair enough . I dont want to be the victim . I dont want to disappoint my mum and dad . I hate late night phone calls when it only ends with fights and it is utterly give sucha heart ache . Dont you realise this ? Im sick and tired of fights , over and over again . When will it end ? Lets fake things and act normally . Fall , again and again . Undevoted emotions tht lead to sadness . The climax is just beyond of strenght . Alhamdulillah